Sometimes, it sucks.

I am having one of those nights. It’s hard tonight, just being on my own. I want someone here, just for a few hours, to hang out and watch TV. I want to doze off in a house with another living person in it. Sorry cats, some nights you are not quite enough company.

I’m sad, I don’t know why, tired I guess, sometimes I just get blue. Therapy by blow? Huh there’s a term that always brings me back to Weaveworld and Cal. Maybe that’s what I need, a weekend re reading a book I really love. I’m rambling. You’ll be used to that by now?

I love you guys, that there is always company and empathy, wisdom and humour and affection for the asking, but sometimes I need those things in the flesh, this is one of those times.

I’ll be fine in the morning, I always am. Never stay low long. Sometimes though, being out here in a village, pretty though it is, having my friends spread across the world instead of down the road…. sometimes it’s the most wonderful thing, but sometimes it sucks.

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About Aunty Fox

'Fox Spirit is the crazy young aunt who dances in the rain and conjures fantastic worlds out of cardboard boxes, loo rolls and sellotape'
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6 Responses to Sometimes, it sucks.

  1. Alasdair says:

    Just this, sweetie *HUGE, HUGE hugs*

  2. Adele says:

    thanks love. x

  3. kimber says:

    I’m sending a hug to you. Yes, it’s a hug from a distant place, but at least you know it’s still out there, coming your way.

  4. Adele says:

    Thanks hunny. 🙂

  5. Marguerite Kenner says:

    This’ll be a late hug, but still a hug! *HUG*

  6. Adele says:

    That’s hun. 🙂

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