Bumped into a friend today who commented my twitter stream is all kickboxing and tiredness. She may have a point. Not the kickboxing that makes me tired though.
I keep thinking it should be easy by now but i’m weary. I forget to be tired when I kickbox, some friends energise me, but yeah, mostly i’m always tired. It’s hard to feel peaceful, hard to sleep properly, hard to keep my energy up.
So i’m tired and a lot of the time i’m still numb. When i’m not numb i’m still raw. There you have it. I’m trying.