Travel and Comfort

Well, we went away to SFW 9 over last weekend and had the best Fish and Chips I have had in many years. Thank you Pwllheli. Seriously, the best F&C in Leicester are so far from true sea side champions. Noms. Sorry no pics, ate too fast. I also apparently need to get better at taking the pics.

This week am full of lurg so have curled up into comfort food, chicken alfredo (chicken, pasta, cheese, a bit of spinach so you can pretend it’s healthy) and tonight bangers and mash. I don’t think you need photos to know what that looks like.

We did the third of our simply cook recipes, the Nasi Goreng. Forgot the snap but it was in a bowl and the picture would have just looked like chicken fried rice really. Lovely and fragrant though. Liked that one too.

 

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Chicken dumpling soup – our korean kitchen

Well Mr Fox was in the kitchen for hours making dough and wrappers and filling for the dumplings.

So the smells were driving me nuts (and the cats too) for ages. Actually poor Jamsiecat is still trying to get his paws on some.

Needless to say we are going through a comfort food phase and it was another delicious bowl food night. Am about to have seconds.

He has done a couple of things from Our Korean Kitchen and they are so far always delicious.

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Simply cook – nyonya

Another spice box recipe from the simply cook selection. Mr Fox made it nicely and served with rice.

It’s not the most photogenic dish but was hearty and tasty and comforting. Very mild. For personal preference I might give it a bit more kick.

We can’t speak to authenticity on this one as the dish is new to us.

The recipe made 3 good or 4 modest servings, we polished it off by having seconds.

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Goan fish curry – simply cook

One of the recipes in our first simply cook box and the first one we have tried.

Mr Fox loves goan fish curry but doesn’t really cook curries as a rule. With the recipe and flavour pots all provided he gave it a go.

I cannot lay claim to cooking this one but it was delicious. We will make it again and Mr Fox said it wasn’t far off others he had tried. Also the recipe works as printed.

Yum.

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Reviving this blog

Because Mr Fox and I have a crazy number of cookbooks and need to work through some new recipes. We also started getting a veg box and a recipe with spices box and I think they deserve recording so stay tuned for food obsession.

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Just past the last minute

Let’s talk about …

‘I don’t know how you do it all’

‘You must never sleep’

‘I’m so impressed you fit it all in’.

The silent pressures of an entrepreneur. For me it’s trying to balance a dayjob (full time) with running a business (needs to be full time), training, a relationship and running a house (presently mostly my responsibility as Mr Fox hasn’t moved in yet and has his own lawn to mow). For others it’s running their own business and having kids, or being a carer or having a partner who has a demanding job and expects you to pick up the domestic duties as well as running  your own business.

There are a few things I think most people in this position will agree on:

Entrepreneurs don’t get to keep office hours or clock off at the end of the day.

The blending of life and work is inevitable making it hard to keep clear lines or any kind of balance or sanity.

Leisure time is a source of guilt because of all the things that haven’t been done.

Everyone says positive and encouraging things which is lovely but oh my word the pressure that adds!

Crashing is inevitable because stopping at a sensible point becomes impossible.

So here are a few things I find are true for me at least.

I don’t do it all. Or maybe I do, but I feel as though I half ass a lot of it and I hate that feeling! Of course I may be being totally unfair on myself, but I am supposed to be super woman godammit!

I do sleep. My god do I sleep. I mean I lie awake at night worrying, but when I am not doing that I sleep. I also sleep in the day. I get up, do household chores, work, stop for a five minute break and wake up two hours later groggy and wanting to drink my own body weight in coffee. Try to watch a movie? Asleep. Try to read a book? Asleep. Try to sew a button on? Asleep. At least until I jab myself with the needle. Hell face it, I’m not napping, I’ve just passed out gently on a sofa.

I do fit it all in, it’s less impressive though when you consider that I am basically running around in frantic circles trying desperately to stop any of the balls hitting the ground because I am constantly terrified that if just one drops all the way the whole lot will come crashing down around my ears and I will be crushed beneath it!

overwhelmed

Sometimes I attack it all with laser focus and get loads done and sometimes I unlock an achievement or something that means I can see other people think I am getting right.  I look at everything I have helped create and I am proud of it, but I always, and I mean always, every single second, think I should have done and be doing more, better, faster. I am perpetually one bad email from a breakdown only I DON’T HAVE TIME!! At most I get to collapse face down on the bed and cry for no reason for an hour, once in a while.

All of this and I have support. I work with amazing people, I have Mr Fox doing most of the cooking and when I do break, he gets a book and sits with me till the sobbing subsides. I have an amazing hypnotherapist to lean on when I am too tired to stand. I have a business partner who regularly messages me to say, stop and breathe, take a moment, the sky won’t fall because you read a book for fun. I remain unconvinced about the ongoing stability of the sky.

You know what is really sick though? I love it! I wouldn’t give it up for anything! Right now this may be no sensible way to live but it is, as far as I am concerned, the only way to live!

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The reality of life

Life is not orderly, it does not chunk itself neatly into set pieces of time allocated for this that and the other.

Life is messy. It’s full of things that push us off balance. Two of the biggest things for that int he training/diet world are new relationships and illness. I have spent the last six months dealing with both of these things. Of course the tendency to catch colds etc is twice as problematic when you are passing them between you. Things have not gone well on the training front. I gained weight back, I was sparodic at the gym because of feeling ill or tired from late nights. I was burning the candle at both ends and it f*cked sh*t up.

This year we are in it together the new relationship and I. This was my promise to myself at the start of the year.

This year is not about weightloss and diets, I will focus on eating healthily and well, training regularly and being focuses, improving my immune system, making gains on the mats, sleeping better and generally hitting my stride in productivity. I am pretty happy, but this year I want to be even happier because I want to feel more in control, make more progress in every area of my life. This isn’t about what my body looks like, it’s about how it feels and performs.

I will report all my progress to keep me honest.

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